Beautiful how you describe the healing of the (your) inner child. All the wounded children, who didn't heal, get into victim, judge or other drama. And feeling safe is of course a proces in you, but there again, if the inner child is not healed, then unsafety is truth. Your vulnerability is so powerful...
Just listen your own podcast and translate every time 'you' into 'me/i'... then you see where you are. Almost on top of the mountain... and there your God is waiting, for his Godess
Thank you dear Roelof, I see how my (child's) fear of being fully alive and loved unconditionally makes me question your beautiful words. Do I deserve this? is he totally honest or trying to manipulate me? And wile I go into my head looking for the answers I cut connection with you, with me and with reality. Time to get writing again and keep Alchemising pain into love. I accept your invitation to write only from the "I", this is where my gold lies, this is how I'll get to the top of the mountain, to God, to my Goddess.
Sending much love and appreciation for your daring caring honest feedback <3
Do you deserve this? The answer to that is a difficult one... it has to do with how much you appreciate yourself; and that question is part of your journey. So maybe you don't deserve it looking from 3 weeks ago, and you do deserve it fully in three weeks from now. At least I don't have any profit for putting you in the lift, except for the things I've seen and felt. And that is that there is a beautiful soul and Goddess inside of you, who longs to show that to the world. And by the way you were able to touch me deeper than deep, I want you to shine brighter than bright... you deserve that.
On my journey I landed now in Cyprus... at the last level 1 retreat from Pola in august, I was Pola's assistent and there I met Marianna, from Cyprus. We fell madly in love and trying now to fit our lives together.
Beautiful how you describe the healing of the (your) inner child. All the wounded children, who didn't heal, get into victim, judge or other drama. And feeling safe is of course a proces in you, but there again, if the inner child is not healed, then unsafety is truth. Your vulnerability is so powerful...
Just listen your own podcast and translate every time 'you' into 'me/i'... then you see where you are. Almost on top of the mountain... and there your God is waiting, for his Godess
Thank you dear Roelof, I see how my (child's) fear of being fully alive and loved unconditionally makes me question your beautiful words. Do I deserve this? is he totally honest or trying to manipulate me? And wile I go into my head looking for the answers I cut connection with you, with me and with reality. Time to get writing again and keep Alchemising pain into love. I accept your invitation to write only from the "I", this is where my gold lies, this is how I'll get to the top of the mountain, to God, to my Goddess.
Sending much love and appreciation for your daring caring honest feedback <3
Dear Catarina,
Do you deserve this? The answer to that is a difficult one... it has to do with how much you appreciate yourself; and that question is part of your journey. So maybe you don't deserve it looking from 3 weeks ago, and you do deserve it fully in three weeks from now. At least I don't have any profit for putting you in the lift, except for the things I've seen and felt. And that is that there is a beautiful soul and Goddess inside of you, who longs to show that to the world. And by the way you were able to touch me deeper than deep, I want you to shine brighter than bright... you deserve that.
On my journey I landed now in Cyprus... at the last level 1 retreat from Pola in august, I was Pola's assistent and there I met Marianna, from Cyprus. We fell madly in love and trying now to fit our lives together.
Much love <3